Good Morning. (Joel clears his throat.) ‘Hello.’
Joel? (My throat feels tight.) It’s OK. (He’s crying.) Why are you crying? (He doesn’t answer.)
Where are you Joel? (He shows himself in a straightjacket alone in a padded room.) Joel, did you put yourself in there? ‘Yes.’
You don’t have to stay there, stand up. Connect to my heart Joel. (He stands, looking down.)
You are OK. Do you feel my heart? (Joel gives me a slight nod.)
Look at me when you are ready Joel. I’m bringing Sean in Joel. We have to help Sean. (Joel lifts his head.) ‘I don’t want anyone else to have to go through this.’ (He looks at me.)
I know, the pain is too much for you alone? ‘I tried, I tried.’ (He cries.)
Are you almost out of tears? ‘They come from a well that will never run dry.’
That stops today Joel. We have to do this for Sean. (Joel pleadingly looks at me for a long time.)
I’m taking your jacket off now. (He nods his head.)
I undo the jacket. It falls to the floor in front of Joel. (He is looking down at the jacket. His shoulders are stooped over.) ‘I didn’t realize how heavy that was. (He looks up at me.) Wow. (He straightens his shoulders and smiles at me.) Wow. Wow.’
Do you want to get out of here? ‘Hell yes!’
(He takes my hand, our eyes are closed.) Where do you want to go Joel? (He doesn’t answer, he’s scared and overwhelmed.)
I call in Archangel Gabriel. I call in Archangel Michael and Archangel Raphael. Joel is still holding my hand.
Jesus is here, he embraces Joel. (Joel is weeping.) Michael’s hand is on top of Joel’s head. Gabriel’s hand is on his left shoulder, Raphael’s is on his right. Jesus speaks, ‘There, there child. Let it go, let it fall. Those earthly constraints were too heavy for you to bear. You lost hope. You thought you were alone. The world told you you were nothing, a no-one. This is the lie your mind controls and imprisons you with. Let it go. There, there.’ (Jesus puts his hand on Joel’s heart. He is rewinding and erasing his trauma, all of it.)
(I feel Joel’s energy getting lighter and lighter.) The angels leave. (Joel looks into Jesus’ eyes.)
Jesus says, ‘I am you. You are me. We are one, of the father, of the son. We are one. You are whole for you were never broken my child. Go forth into the light so that you may be a light unto others. This is your calling, it has always been your calling.’ (Jesus leaves.)
(Joel is smiling.) He says, ‘I’ve got Sean.’
Channeled message from my friend Joel Cushman-Richardson. Joel took his own life on October 12, 2024, he was 53. I have two other messages posted for my friend Joel called, I weep for you Joel and Self Preservation. He is a beautiful soul. Sean is the son of a friend that was asking for prayers. Her son battles with depression and was not doing well after a failed reconciliation with his father.