I weep for your opportunity missed. A little longer, why didn’t you hold on? A little longer and this feeling would have passed. A little longer. You should have stayed.
I do feel your pain. I do see your pain. It was too much for you, I know. I was willing to hold your hand and your heart. If you could have only seen what I saw, you would still be here.
Just a little longer Joel, You should have stayed. You could not see past the lies your mind created. The lie that told you how broken, unloved and worthless you are. Lies, lies, all lies. You should still be here.
Your shattered heart would have healed. Piece by piece, I would have provided the glue. Joel. You should have waited. A little longer and you would have seen what I saw. A future that was so much brighter; for this darkened despair was not meant to last.
A little longer Joel, you should have waited. You should still be here.
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I’m sorry. I love you.